What does this say about my subconscious?

[matataku_hoshi]

I had a dream last night that I was invited (along with my family) to dinner at the house of a family friend.  A whole bunch of people were there, including...Rika.  

I was both incredibly excited and incredibly nervous.  Originally I was going to be sitting several seats down from her, and then somehow it was arranged so that I would be sitting next to her o_O

I'm afraid the only part of the conversation I remember was that she asked me a question, and I apologized and said 緊張しています (I'm nervous).  Only I couldn't even get that part out (this is probably because in actuality I was asleep, making it hard to talk :/)

I was a bit disappointed to wake up and discover that I actually hadn't been at the dinner table with Shibuki Jun :/